Too close

Started from somewhere
I couldn’t remember
I walked so far
Alone, through the mist.
I feel the end right infront
It’s too close for me to dive in.
I was with them holding hands.
Their smile was my strength
I believed it.
I am blind to notice the darkness behind
It grows gradually, and the smile fades too.
They push me away to the lonely path
Told me i am worthless to be rescued.
I am weak to resist, so i cried for them,
They walk away, abandoned me.
I continued to thrive through the mist
Wished for a light to clear my way
I fell down a lot since it’s only dark
May be a punishment for smiling more.
It is closer than i know, there is something
I need to finish
But time is less, i am too tired.
Not leaving a mark to remember
I am not worthy to be remembered.
It’s not my fault i born this way.